I have so limited myself by my faith in my “inability”.  Even though I loosely know I have worth I don’t whole heartedly believe it- otherwise my self-doubt wouldnt out weigh my faith.  I mean …really…..I think if I was Peter and Jesus would have been standing on the water I might have said if you really are Jesus let me walk to you-but really, I think my first thought would have been self-defeating.  WOW – the lies we believe.  It is insane, even after years of recovery, but its the ONION….

layer after layer after layer, until I am back to the beginning, the place where I lost my innocence so to speak….so, with tears and perserverance…lets peel away


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