There are a thousand things I want to say but the words all come out wrong or better yet, they aren’t finding a safe place on the pages of this blog. I have my good days and my bad like most. I have the days when I get it and days when I am so lost I don’t know which end is up. There are times when I cry myself to sleep and others when I am so wired sleep escapes me. There are days when I wish I could turn back time and others I want to jump ahead. There are times when I find myself lost- wondering how I got to the place in which I stand. Others, I am all to aware of the choices that led me here. There are moments of peace and quiet, laughter and joy. It is not always bad. Sometimes I focus on the wrong things. I need to redirect. There are times when I need just to be …. there are times when I want time to stand still so I can remember. I am lost in a thousand places. My eyes are focused and though my edges feel tattered, I chose to believe that on the flip side He sees a tapestry. So my words for today will be private and HE will remain my glue.