There are a  thousand things I want to say but the words all come out wrong or better yet, they aren’t finding a safe place on the pages of this blog.  I have my good days and my bad like most.  I have the days when I get it and days when I am so lost I don’t know which end is up.  There are times when I cry myself to sleep and others when I am so wired sleep escapes me.  There are days when I wish I could turn back time and others I want to jump ahead.  There are times when I find myself lost- wondering how I got to the place in which I stand.  Others, I am all to aware of the choices that led me here.  There are moments of peace and quiet, laughter and joy.  It is not always bad.  Sometimes I focus on the wrong things. I need to redirect.  There are times when I need just to be …. there are times when I want time to stand still so I can remember.  I am lost in a thousand places.  My eyes are focused and though my edges feel tattered, I chose to believe that on the flip side He sees a tapestry.  So my words for today will be private and HE will remain my glue.

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