The sun has been high in the sky all day and the temperature has been perfect. The kids are off at work, baseball, and it is just Kody and I home this evening. We did a loaded hot dog bar for dinner which the boys love. The chores are done and the sun is starting to go down.
I have felt off today. All day I have been anxious, thus my earlier post.
As I push through this evening I have to continue to do the next right thing.
I have struggled with not just flipping out and speaking my peace but the Lord reminded me of Psalm 141 and I prayed for Him to set a guard upon my mouth.
I have contemplated a trip to DQ for as much ice cream as I could afford but was reminded to place my hope in the Lord and delight in Him alone. Ice cream might help for a moment but will leave me worse than when I started.
This has gone on for a few hours. I feel something in the flesh and my spirit responds. I am living what I have been learning.
Then I was reminded to reach outside of myself to those that will lift me up and pray with me and walk beside me.
I am thankful for this place God has me. I am thankful for the lessons I have learned this past 78 days.
I am thankful that no matter where this journey takes me I am safe in His arms.