Day 222 Project 365
I don’t even want to talk. I don’t want to hear or think. I don’t want to answer the phone or the door. I do not want one more thing to happen.
I just want peace. In my mind and heart and spirit. Physically, emotionally, mentally.
Just stop. Enough. It ISNT one thing. It is too many things.
So though I started my day standing I found myself laying on a hard cold floor weeping, wailing, begging and spent and understanding what it feels like to be completely overcome.
This is what complete surrender feels like.
Please Lord. I am so tired.